With Zulay, seven weeks have passed, just a few months after she and Kevin decided on the coronavirus pandemic, and the subsequent shutdown of their joint industry, already provided the perfect time to start building their family. “I was like, well, everything closed. Studios are off. Agencies are down. This is our time,” she explained. “You see, it was not the way we had planned.”
Instead, as you dealt with the physical pain of losing it (“You haven’t had a miscarriage one day and it’s going to go, even physically. You’re in this thing for so long that your body has to recover”) the inner turmoil almost ruined her. “You feel ashamed, you feel like,” Wow, my body can’t do that, “he shared If your love is wrong an actress.
“I remember thinking about every reason, just a careful analysis of everything I did and everything I didn’t do,” she continued. “Like to some extent,” I drove home very late that night and drove over that hole. ”
She even blamed her family for allowing her to leave her mother’s house that night. She explained, “There is a lot of emptiness, shame and anger that you feel about yourself.” “I was mad at my doctor. I criticized everyone a little, including my family. Like,” Why did you guys let me do that? ”