Chrissy Teigen She has opened up about how she is continuing to process the loss of her son Jack.
in a Instagram verbose Explaining Sunday, Teigen reflected on her year by sharing a photo of her and husband John Legend, 42, having dinner in New York. “Just reminiscing about New York so much lately, when things were simple, thinking about all the things I’ve done and been through, not just this year but in my life,” she wrote.
The Cravings cookbook author, 35, explained that she’s been “a little frustrated lately,” adding that it happened when she was considering an explanation for her upcoming book.
She continued, “I was thinking about commenting on my book and wrote the phrase ‘My third child is here!! “Like in a cookbook, then I realized my third child would never be here.” “Then I realized I threw myself into the book so as not to think of the real third child.”
Tegen Last September, she revealed that she had suffered a pregnancy lossA few days after she was admitted to the hospital with bleeding problems after she became pregnant with her third child. Teigen announced she was pregnant last August.
“We were shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we’ve never felt before,” Teigen wrote at the time. “We were never able to stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluids he needed, despite bags and transfusion bags. It just wasn’t enough.”
She wrote: “Jack has worked so hard to be a part of our little family, and will be forever.”
Teigen and Legend share daughter Luna, 5, and son Miles, 3.
“I don’t really feel like I cured Jack completely, now that I don’t have the alcohol to drug him, things are… right there, waiting to be acknowledged,” she wrote on Instagram on Sunday. Teigen opened up about why I stopped drinking in DecemberQuoting from a book called Quitting Like a Woman: The Radical Choice of Not Drinking in a Culture Obsessed with Alcohol.
She concluded, “I think what I’m saying here is that life is very complicated. What a fun game!!!!!”
Contributing: Brian Alexander, Sydney Henderson